Political Science 150; World Problems

So the class is interesting. So I like the professor. So I have a huge midterm tomorrow.

We have two huge grades in that class... the final and the midterm. And I cannot focus or study for the life of me. It is killing me. I feel like since I've gotten to college my study habits have decresed significantly. I do not know what is wrong with me. A little part of my brain is just turning off and not allowing me to focus or digest anything. I can't even care enough about my grades to study. My grades use to drive me.

Of course, I am only writing this blog entry to escape studying for a few moments longer. How do people do it? How do they continue to work so hard, through high school, college and then even after college...

Maybe I should quit procrastinating. Time to study.

"I'm on the pursuit of happiness.."

The title of this post is from a Kid Cudi song. And lately I guess I've been thinking a lot about happiness and what it is exactly.

Happiness was never something I thought you had to work for, until about 2 and a half years ago. I finally came to the realization that every day you wake up, you determine how that day will turn it. As cliche as all of this sounds, I do not really care. Everything is cliche at this point. No one says anything someone has not thought of before... or written or spoken. But I'm getting off topic. It took me a lot of time to become the person I am today. I guess I just finally feel like I am growing up. And that is a bitter sweet feeling...

Well, for 2010 I decided I would take one more shot at keeping a consistent blog that I update and do not forget about. So here's another shot at getting my voice heard.